alhmdulillah dipanjangkan umoq dan dmurahkan rejki..theres a lot of things goin on..not updating in this page,yet i hope yals can get what i mean frm other resources..rite now,shooting angguk2 geleng2 pon dah settle,while waiting,nadia join WCOPA..alhmdulillah,sampai ke final tp rejki sampai disitu sahaje coz nadia xbjye g Hollywood pon..its ok,i took that as my note to upgrade n polish my skills..skali jatuh xbmksud akn jatuh lagi rite? insyallh,hope i can be tuff enuf to handle all these challnge..

Hey..hey..tupp..tup..i’m 20 now,,no more teen..hope wif this num,i can be more +ve n wiser for my own good..alhmdulillah,so far,i had achieved my goal..by 20,i wish i can have my own studio..rejki nadia,now i hve my own stdio (CRIBSstudio) n i did experienced surprise bday party in my CRIBS..its so wonderful to hve n own something that u really,really want wif ur own pocket money..i’m glad i hve that passion…thnx to my bloved family yg sntiase ade di sisi whenever i need n also thnx to NCE crew for believing me..heyyyy yals..!! it’s our dream to have this CRIBS..hope after this,sgale urusan akn bjalan lebih lancar dan teratur..n wif this CRIBS,i can be more serious in my carieer..insyallh,amin..hehehe

its been sometimes i havent update this cute lill blog..well,as i posted previously,i do always update bout my day @ facebook n tweeter whenever i like..n sure,u can check out my temperature there..n sorry to say,im not always sweet,coz sometimes my head get turned upside down n my blood do get boiled..wat eva it is,sorry for those nasty words (if u think it is lah).. usually i dont care bout wat ppple gnna say..especially during the time ive posted..but seems like im cool enuf rite now,i do owe yals an apology eventhough mybe most of yals doesnt know wat the hack im talking about rite now..oo..let it be..

well yals,

syukur wif wat i have rite now..not much to say,but im happy and enjoy each of my day n each of da tiredness that i face..so far,i can manage myself well enuf eventhough theres smetimes i do ignore my own alarm n arrived 20 minutes late @location..daaa,i believe im not the only one huh? n thnx to my parents,they gve me full of support n let me be on my own shoe..well,this early ‘20′,burdening pple around me is a NO..yeaahh,n i believe,im in the rite rail..

get out frm da house every morning,rushing to the location,learn frm da otai,gain more friends,get more xperience,feel n expose ownself to the meaning of life n earn own salary after giving the best shoot that i can..haa..where can i get those precious things? rite..after struggling n hold my laugh wif da otai,i get sweat n hoping for da very best on stage..thats all ive been doing rite now..as i said,not much to tell yals,but im glad..

well yals,

dont forget bout my acoustic show this coming 30 april..ive been waiting this for so long..hope kte smue buleyh jpe disane yerr..theres a lot of kezutan just for yals..hhehee..keyh,thats all for tday..

muax….

Talking about singing carrier,heyy Bruneians,thnx for all your support..Such a bless having uols in my list..Being in Brunei for a about six days really challenge me even thought i’ve been treated like a princess in a wonderful castle..hoho,what i mean is,the luxury,the foods n everythng around me are killing me..every single things are 95% perfect! Syukur for the opportunity n alhamdulillah coz i think i did my very best on my part..Theres a few person i would like to thnx to..Abg Fizi,as my manager..thnx a lot for giving me chances to be in Brunei,Danny n Rizal,as ass manager,for making everythng going smooth n easy,Kak Lina,for the phone or else i will crying all night long without the phone,Kak Rockin as well,for delivering all infos to everybody n esp to Pengeran Anak Khairul Khalil for those extended days..not to forget,kristal n pelangi fm n to all brunei’s reporters,thnx a lot..it’s been a great vacation n working day for me..nice meeting with u guys n hope we can meet again,one day,insyallh..hehe

Happy Chinese New Year to everybdy..! hope its gnna be a great tiger year for all of u,one malaysia we stand.,hoho..Not celebrating the day,happy love day to ols..if 14 feb is a reminder for everybdy to love the one u love,better make the day as part of your daily life..i’m saying,eveyday as your love day,so that u will always appreciate n be appreciated by your beloved people..well,atleast i did that,except for,no roses n candles everyday,or i will driving myself crazy..haha..keyh uols,have a superb weekend..! muah..

wat else? mm..after blek frm brunei,as i had posted last time,i wil fly again,to TERENGGANU for my jet ski championship..walopon,baru pktis satu hari..haha..bedal je lah labu..

hoping that this feb gnna be fabulous..byk perancangan not only for this month,but the rest of my future..hoho..

hye uols smuee..sorry ssgt coz dah lme  xupdate kat cnie..bukan ape,smtimes i do feel facebook n tweeter dah gud enuf medium to contact ngan all of u.. anyway,its gud to be in nadia’s ville ni balik..thnx for those yg selalu remind me utk update this blog whenever i’m free..

As some of u know,last week,nadia ade kerje ckit kat Sabah..yalahh,af 8 odisen..antare af’s stars yg ade ialah,akim,yazid,ebi n noni..gud to be pared with new born af stars..masing2 ade kreadibiliti n idea in doing smthing.. each of us pformd 4 songs utk 2 hari tu..for me,Lagu Untukmu,Layar Impian,Single Ladies n Kita Sama menjadi pilihan..alhmdulillh,smuanyee berjalan dengan lancar n wat i cn say.. Sabah is one of da place yang boleh dkategorikan sbg heaven bg sgale seafood..ayoo..it’s been a hard n struggle time for me utk tolak makann2 yg mmg gilos punyee sodip…! haaaa..yg pelik2 pon aku tibaiii gakkk…hhaha

Last Monday,nadia ade photoshoot wif the rest of gempaks astro stars..memandangkan this year mmg gilee dgn BOLA,so,secare xlangsong i have to bcame one of the cheerleader..walaweyyy…xpenah2 verangan jd tukang sorak,tbe2 melekat..hahahaa… nseb baek lah,skill-skill melompat dgn pelbagai gaya itu mmg semula jadi ade dalam diriku,menarik jugaklah hasil photoshoot tuhhh..hahaha

Actually,nadia baru aje balik dr kpg halaman smalam..settle some family issues disana pastuh tros balik KL memandangkan byk lagi urusan yg harus di settlekan disini gamaknyeee..n for tomorrow nadia akn bgerak ke pahang sampailah sabtu..kejap je,nseb baek..hehe..

Insyallh,2nd FEB,selase ni nadia akan terbang ke Brunei for promoting my single disana..so,kpd org2 Brunei,kte jpe kat cne yerrr..pas baliik dr Brunei,nadia akn tros terbang ke Tganu pulak,ade Jet-ski championship,hehee..persoalannyee..terror ke handle jet-ski?? hahaha..hentam je aaa..janji leyh start,leyh bgerak suda..kann..ade aku kesah? pape pon,wish me luck n pray for my safety almaklom aje la,cik nadia nih kalo dah syiok wat smthng mmg xhengat dunia sudaaa..

so uols! thnx to kak rckin yg telah btungkus lumus mencantekkn n mpbaiki NFC web,this blog n NCE web..feel free,leyh aa uols menziarah yerr..kalo nk lg best, drop a linee..its been a long time for me utk tidak bchatting n bmsra ngan uols smue kat dlm web NFC..insyllh,if theres any free n space in my schedule,i will b pleasure to start it all over againn…

insyallh,sgale xtiviti akn sntiasa di update kat cniee..so rajin2 yer mjengokkk..but,IF theres no time for me to update this blog or even drop any letter kat web,forgive me..but trust me,i NEVER leave my FB n TWEETER..update me there yerr,hehehe..bnde dah ujung jari kann..?? plus,im happy to get close wif uolss..so,hope theres plenty time for me utk bhujah disini dengan lebih pjg..feel grateful n honoured to b here..n thnx for those who keep on updating me,xkesah laa dimne-mne..hehehe..

owh yeh,ystrday,me pforming@pavilion wif a few lagi bintang AF antaranye, Ika,Farhan and Akma..alhmdulillh,everythng goin just fine n me satisfied eventhough i know ade la here n there mistakes yg harus dperbaiki..anyhow,im glad all the crowd enjoying my pformance..hehe..so,for those yg dtg for supporting me,thnx a lot guys..

rite now,im ley park around wangsa maju..yeaahh..after half a day dok shooting wif the other AF’s stars,terase plak nk minum ayak asam boy kat cnie..hehe..best plak bler dpt hang out ngan they ols..such a ‘terkenang day’,eventhough da whether is so hot,almaklom aa..roof top,wat do u expect huh? matahari is burnin on top of your head n daaa..theres no fan accept for da natural wind..wat eva it is,its a fun day..

tomorrow,clean n clear nye event kat menara KL..n yahooo,im doin da opening..im dragging my sis n her fwens n yeay..PDR is in da house as well..!! haha.. tp,its a private party,kalo x,buleyh aa ajak reramai kan..how eva,wish me luck uols!

well,thats all for tday..if there any story that i would like to share,i will drop here..orite..

-chiowwww-

welcome to my blog again..well,it seems not like previous nye story,which is all about my kerjaya..but,trust me,its frm a same person,same hand and same brain..yeah,its me..people do change n im changing as well when i realize its so wrong to post a gud story eventhough im facing a hell hard day..either u like or not,i dont care,coz im not gnna pretend to please evrybody..i love it n im not gnna stop using my FREE HAND..n yeah,tday is my PMS,n damn man,i hate it!

well,if u never heard bout this P thing,here..spell it out..PMS is tied to hormone changes that happen during your menstrual cycle.PMS symptoms can affect your body, your mood, and how you act in the days or week leading up to your menstrual period..see? sure this P thing is killing all the gurls..hey boys,dont ever blame a girls when we are having this LEASURE condition..trust us,we never ask for it,but smtimes we have to face it wif a full of wrinkles on our forehead..

i never feel this way before..i think,this is my serious PMS ever..yeahh,feels like wanna kick anybody that messing around wif me,n thank god..nobody hurts tday..but yet,still not satisfied wif wat ever happen around me..evrythng like serba xkene..unbeutiful,unsexy,lack of confident..owh my gosh! seriously,i hate this feeling..hope everythng can be wash away by tomorrow..

hey gurls,

do guys ever face this PMS? just curious..u know,god is fair..why do gurls have to face this unstable condition,while guys can get through their day, lepak the whole day, talkin about football n stuff..rite..well,check this out.. i told u..god is fair..

In humans Irritable Male Syndrome (IMS) is defined as involving the hormonal, physiological, and chemical changes that occur in all men. These changes are considered to affect hormonal, physical, psychological, interpersonal, sexual, and nutritional aspects of men’s health.It turns out that it’s not only women who suffer from hormone-related irritability. Depression, anger, fatigue, moodiness, anxiety, lethargy, low libido, and confusion are just some of the symptoms of a recently identified condition that affects men. haaa..so guys..kill all your perceptions that gurls are irritating when they hve their PMS coz you do face the same thing..haha..

huh! yeah,im cool now..atleast now i know why do this thing happen,n wat i hve to do..relax coz this is a normal thing..huh? gnna be just fine tomorrow,yeke? but if its still remain the same,u gnna read a lot of ugly things in this page..hahaa..nite..

-FREE HAND-

Outside of the window,

i can see the twinkling jewels stars,

it just make me realize

god is so brilliant,

he can create so much stars in the sky,

but sometimes we doesn’t notice it,

well,SEDIH!

God created human with a feelings,

we do feel sad,happy,mad,love,hate,

and we must experience all those feelings,

otherwise,

people will call us,

crazy or paranormal..

People will call us crazy as well,

if we too sad,

too happy,

too mad,

too love,

too hate..

so as a normal being,

we do have limit in what ever we do,

don’t be too sad and tend to do something stupid,

don’t be too happy till non stop laughing and smile like crazy,

don’t be mad cause people will avoid passing by you easily,

don’t be too in love with somebody,

afraid if you will be hurt one day,

don’t be too hate,

cause you wont get a money if you do so..

well,that’s all from me,

the ` free hand ‘

* nadia *

Have you ever feel that theres a certain day that people just love you,care bout you and curious to know more about you? Then,on the other day,everything turns up side down.They ignore you,hating you,talk bad things about you and doesn’t notice you at all! God,i experienced it many times and yes,life is kind of wheel.Sometimes u gonna be at the top,sometimes at the bottom..From the top,the view will be extremly wide and all the things down there will be very small..get what i mean? normal huh?

Don’t count your chickens until they hatch..Never have a plan to be a couch potato in my life.Many good and profitable things to be earn out there..Money is everything now and for the future..19 is just a number,and it will be increasing every year.Well,you can accomplish nearly anything-often it just takes one phone call to the right person right? Today,this hour,this minute,this moment,i am so motivated by myself! crazy me..but,I’m a normal human being..sometimes what we talk today doesn’t sound the same for tomorrow huh? That’s what we call life..unlimited learning process and all of us experience the same thing..hoping to be a better person everyday and looking forward for new positive things.Explore!!

-today expression by myself-

:: LOVE DA CROWD!! ::

14hb nov 2009,me,miss nadia haswani hasnan,feel much much much better than ladies nite..first xperience performing ats cruise,mmg best sesangat..even bertambah semangt when i knew they have to pay for da ticket..dga mcm xbesar harganya if xtukar currency kte..erm..50 euro=rm 250 man!! hahahaa..wat eva it is,its not a bIg matter,nk pkir pasai my nervous, coz i really,really enjoying my nite with them..love da crowd!! they r xtremly superb n sporting enuf to mke me satisfied n cnfident to pform that nite..the stage n the floor is totally mine! we’ve been dancing tgether n get a new friends..i mean a few MAT SALLEH fwens..hahaa..performing 7 songs, Ain’t Nobody,No One,Unbreak My Heart,What’s Love Got To Do With It,The Climb,Fame n So What,all da crowd seems to enjoying that moment..goshh,hope one day,i will get this kind of oppurtunity again..yeaahh..amin..pape pon,thnx to everybody yg involve in this great show..

:: LONDON IS IN MY BLACK LIST! ::

ain’t nobody can cnvince me nymore bout unforgtable xperience being in London..huh!!memula tuh mmg aa smangt sesangat nk g LOndon ni..sampai sanggop tdur awal semata-mata nk cnserve energy utk jejalan sekitar kota london the next day..well,me,mama kak rckin,kak intan n kak lina gerak g london dgn `EASY JET’..sblm berangkat ke airport,ktrg dah dberitahu oleh a few xperienced people bout the rules n regulation before naik that particular transportation..each of us just can carry one beg..fine..we ols pun follow la everythng..nothing happen yet la kann..untill la dah mendarat di london,as usual,kene la `q’ utk pemeriksaan passport..memula tuhh,imigresen sane just tnye simple question aa..tp dah lelame tuh mcm dah soal siasat terrorist la plak jadi nye..like DAAA!! we r tourist,not a terrorist ok..n unfrtntly,we miss our bus ke london city just bcoz stranded at the imigresen for bout 2 n half hours..haa..padahal,org lain mcm sng je nk msok sne..adoi,dah la tengah kelaparan that time,nseb baek aa police kat cne berhati perut aa gak,bagi ktrg drinks n somethng to eat..then,ktrg pon follow aje aa org kat cne punye cara..kalo boleh,kaki2 ktrg pon drang nk chop,tngkap gbr,kene soal siasat sorang2,mcm2 aa..haaa..xpenah kne tahan kan,so this is my first xperience kene tahan..kelass gitu,kene tahan kat london tros hokeh,haha..mm..forget da xperience..but somehow,smangt yg berkobar-kobar nk bcuti tuh almost fade away..timing ktrg pon dah lari sbnrye..tp pape pon,we still had fun kat london..staying @ malaysian hall,dpt la jpe ngan org2 malaysia kat cnee..then,dptla pekena makann malaysia kat cafe drang..that nite ktrg sempat gi oxfords street,queens way,big ben n tgk london eye..ermm..da scenario just same like petaling street,bukit bintang,the curve,sunway..myb da diff is just da weather..the nite air was calm,yet it snapped with a cold bitter bite..n also mybe bcoz communication n org di sekeliling that time..other than that,malaysia pon ade wndrful plce..hehe..well,bkesempatan jgak la kami merasa naik underground train,subway n such thing..thnx to kak intan yg mmg terror n xpert gler pasai jalan2 kat london..walopon itu pengalamn kali ke2 die kat citu,tp london city ni,dkt finger tips die je..salute aa dekat u kak intan..thnx for being our bodyguard as well..we feel safe when u around..hahha..the next day,we carry on wif our bejalan-jalan..sempat gak aa beli souvenier utk kwn2..n sempat gak gi london bridge, tower bridge(if i’m not mistaken),travalga square(btoi ka nih?)..yg best nye,brg kat london much cheaper than kat amstrdm.puas jejalan,we ols pun kene balik amtrdam..easy jet sdg menunggu..n again!! sh*ts happen n this time,worst than before..our beg kene punggah n a few liquids kene rampas n my mom almost jadi warganegara london..haa!! yg ni mmg btoi2 bengang..just bcoz of one small hand beg yg mama dok bawak,ktrg kene korbankan telekung mama,our foods n a few baju..kalau iyer pon la rules n regulation xleyh bwk lebih dari satu beg sorang pun,agak2 laaa..it’s just a small handbeg..n x effect ape2 on that flite..xpuas hati la kann,coz my mom still out there wif da police..nadia pon stay aa kat tepi tuh tunggu mama..then kene sound baek munyer ngan police tuh,`she’s not gnna travel wif u’..haaa?? r u kidding or wat? nk mama bukak kdai popia ke kat london tuh? pastuh,nseb baek aa ade kak intan tlg mama sekali..lastly,we ols mjadi org yg terakhir sekali masok easy jet tuhh..haaa..easy la sgt kann!! wat eva it is..atleast ktrg dah ade pengalamn berada kat cne..bersyukor keadaan xdk la melalut jadi lg terok,hahaa..balik frm london,we just laugh dgn ape yg terjadi n still hve a terrific journey..yeaahh,but for me..its safe in my black list! hahaa..unless if ade smthng yg mmg susah utk dtolak..ermm..

:: ACKNOWLEDGEMENT TO ALL ::

alhmdulillh,berakhirnya pengembaraan kami bertiga ke eropah..ewahh,hahaa..yeaahh..i had so much fun..mcm2 xperience nadia rse..xperience da weather,da people n much more..tp smuenye xkan complete without these people..i would like to say thnx to:

DR.FAUZIAH..

thnk u,thnk u thnk u doc for gving me the 2nd chance..hehee..xsangka doc nk panggil nadia lagi pform kat sane..well,im gnna miss evrythng kat sne..n u as well..haha..its a gud oppurtunity for me to get bz kat sne..at least out of da box..thnx again doc.. seronok dpt bkenalan dgn ur fwens n all da diplomat n important people..hehehe..love u lah doc!! next time,hehehe..jgn la segan2 panggil lagi hek,hahaa..

AUNTY ZAIMAH

my rock aunty!! hahahaa..thnx for everythng..for da cucur yg u buat before we ols berangkat ke london..hehehe..also cup cake yg power tuh..wow..gnna miss that,hehee..alahaii,mcm la jauh sgt kte nihh kan..ermm..leyh a kurier2 kat cnie kan,hahahaa..tnkiu aunty!

KAK ILLA

to kak illa yg mmg spontan hbs..buat kelaaka tp muke serius,haha..had so much fun wif u kak..tenkiu for evrthng yeaahh!! kalo ade dnner2 show,calling2 la yerr..hehehee

KAK INTAN

haaa..kak intan..jgn U.P dgn london..hahahaa..mmg best aa u nih kak..very rsponsible..thnk u so much coz byk tlg we ols bertiga hekk..dari first day sampai la balik,hehe..akk mmg terror msk woo..untung boyfwen,wakakaaa..jge doc elok2 hekkk..again,tenkiu so much!!!!

KAK FARAH

hehehe..akk ku yg cute n anjee..tenkiu so much coz byk bg xplaination ttg mcm2..best aa tuh nk balik malaysia balik..hahaa..thnx coz tlg nadia,bwk nadia g monin walk smuee..haaa..kat cne dah turun 10kg,kat cni kte xcse same2 hek..nyway,WELCOME HOME!

KAK ISLA N ABG FAISAL

tenkiu so much coz melayan ktrg sepanjang ktrg kat rsdnce..hehehe..masakan uols mmg power aa..leyh bkk restoran,mcm kak intan..hahaha ..tenkiuu..

-chill-